Rumor Mill-We Are The In Crowd

here we go again 

it's like you're calling all the shots 

before I shoot them and I hate that

every time I turn my back I wonder what you'll say 

to make me sound like someone different 

It's not worth it anymore

we've been picking up the pieces

leaving all the dust behind

sick of all the pressure you're just wasting time

and I don't ever wanna know what it feels like

to be a shadow of myself

and I don't even wanna come back down from this feeling

what makes you think that you know what's better for me

and I don't think you wanna see what's underneath 

your made up version of me

there you go again

believing the truth is what you're reading

talk some shit I haven't heard before

if you've got something to say

don't wanna talk about it

if you need someone to blame

don't wanna cry about it

I measure life in minutes 

but these critics think they've got me figured out

we've been picking up the pieces

leaving all the dust behind

sick of all the pressure you're just wasting time

and I don't ever wanna know what it feels like

to be a shadow of myself

and I don't even wanna come back down from this feeling

what makes you think that you know what's better for me

and I don't think you wanna see what's underneath 

your made up version of me

I lost my strength to keep my grip

on the reality that everything from day to day 

is fading from my memory 

but I'll never let this grow out of my control

and watch your steps 

so you don't fall into this hole you've dug alone

you've dug alone

and I don't even wanna come back down from this feeling

what makes you think that you know what's better for me

and I don't think you wanna see what's underneath 

your made up version of me

your made up version of me